带着心痛的心情 写着一篇文章 为什么心痛？我也不知道 直至又有一种感觉 一种陌生的感觉

当我们决定开始一段恋情时 就是一个承诺的开始 开是一个承诺很简单 可是要守护这个承诺并不是一件容易的事 上帝创造每一个人都独特 有着独特的样式 性格 甚至恩赐和才干 当两个人在一起时 难避免会有吵架 起争执的时候 那是因为我们都是不同的个体 有着不同的性格 当然其中 后天的培养 意思就是说 我们都来自不同的家庭背景 也是一个造就我们如此个性的因素

我们都不一样 我擅长与人分析 而你却不 你喜欢把所有的事情都往自己的心理塞 这是你的个性 我或许不能改变你 但是你却似否想过 不是为我 而是为这个承诺而努力的改变自己？改变自己不是为了要迎合他人 而是一种操练 你不善于表达 但是否想过 为了这个承诺 操练 学习表达自己？

我有些时候真的很不知所措 我不知道你在想什么 我很想 甚至很希望你会和我分享一些你生活的点点滴滴 不是逼你 而是因为我是你的女朋友 但我却似乎 什么也不了解 不知道 一段缺乏沟通的感情 是非常不健康的 你可曾想过？我们是不是应该在彼此面前坦诚 学习分享 无论是 伤心或快乐 魅力或丑陋的一面 都应该毫无保留的分享 好让我们在了解对方的软弱与需要后 成为彼此的帮助 一起祷告 一起扶持 靠着主的力量 走过每一个伤心的幽谷

若决定开是一个承诺 却不曾想要付出来持守 那为何要开始？那是何等自私的行为 可曾也为我想想？当你不愿意分享时 我等你 可是你却不曾愿意打开你的心门与我分享 被人拒于门外的感觉你是否了解？被自己挚爱的人拒于门外的感觉 你也可曾了解？

你说你有很多功课要做 不能上来找我 但你却一样功课也没做到 

这几天你都出去到很迟 让我每天都等你 有时还累到睡着 是 你是男生 难道男生就能出去到迟迟吗？就能让女朋友在家一直等吗？

我不知道你和敬斌说了什么 我也不想知道了 你连搞清楚都没有 就冤枉我 敬斌也发我脾气 现在是怎么了？是我真的做错了什么吗？就算是 也应该给我个理由才骂我吧？！你什么也没搞清楚 就误会我 还和别人分享 有没有想过我的感受？

昨天 我需要你的时候 你连电话都不接 如果是我 你就一定会骂我！那我呢？我现在是不是也能骂你？

你每天都出去 我谅解你要陪朋友 那谁来陪我？谁来谅解我？我告诉你我很害怕一个人在家 希望你能来陪我 你却给我这么多理由 还说什么学生不应该做工 如果有的选择 我也希望我不用做工 你以为出生在什么样的家庭是我能选择的吗？

你很想知道我要和上帝谈什么是吗？我现在就告诉你 我不喜欢去美佳堂 因为我不喜欢那里的人 我不喜欢家怡他们 我觉得上帝很不公平 他给他们一颗聪明无比的头脑 懂得怎么读别人的心 而我却没有 每次去教堂 我就像个傻瓜！被他们赤裸裸的看穿我在想什么！我不喜欢这样子的生活！

每次打电话给你 不是你在忙 就是说很累了 想睡了 我从来都不会因为你陪他们太多而无理取闹 因为我知道他们需要你 但是你不觉得你这阵子真的忽略我了吗？

 

康，

刚刚看到妈妈又伤心了起来。我的心很痛，很痛。很多的不舍得，很

多的不解，很多的忧愁就随之而来。

你一定要好好的照顾自己的身体 不舒服就要马上看医生 我不希望会再在有一次 你被天使带走 那时候或许你会很幸运的 没被天使拒绝 留下我和爱你的家人 自己一个人先到天父哪里去了。

请想想每次为你流泪的我 请想想将会被你留在世上 孤单的我

要照顾好你的身体 照顾好上帝的殿

带着筋疲力尽的身体写这个部落各。

孩子，爸爸和妈妈的每一次经历，都会记载在这里，为的就是要和你分享一切，一切爸爸和妈妈所一起经历神的。

孩子，只差那么一口气，爸爸他就差一点被天父爸爸接回天家去了。想起那晚在医院的情景，依然历历在目，就好象是刚发生的事一样。就因为妈妈经历过，才知道原来生命是那么的脆弱。

那天是星期一，爸爸因为哮喘病发作而入院。妈妈从来没有想过哮喘病会让妈妈失去爸爸，就在这一次，妈妈经历了。看着爸爸痛苦的样子，妈妈除了祷告就只能祷告，妈妈好担心上帝就在那时候会把爸爸带走，接回天家去。爸爸和妈妈还有很多很多未完成的事，我们说好了要一起去修读神学院，我们说好了要在未来的道路上一起事奉神，服侍人，我们说好了要一起组织家庭，我们还有很多很多的梦，我们还未来得及实现，当下的妈妈真的很担心，这一切的梦最后只有妈妈一个人去完成。妈妈不断不断的祷告，不断不断地响上帝祈求，千万不要把爸爸带走。

你知道我很努力想多花时间陪你，但我总是那么忙，能分给你的时间也只有那么一点；你在这里和吉隆坡其实都一样，所以你选择回去；或许没有那么近的距离你会好受一点；你知道我很爱你，但或许是你不能接受这种方法，每次看见别人就很羡慕，你不知道自己在羡慕什么，就觉得他们很好；你有时只想和我有自己的时间，却似乎很难；有时会难是我太成熟还是你太幼稚；或许是我们都不适合彼此；不需要特意花时间陪你，你知道比起陪你，陪其他人做事工更有意义；去做我想做的事，你不想成为我为主奋斗的绊脚石；你会暂时回去你的教会，从新找回你事奉的平台；给我们一点空间吧；或许是我们发展得太快了，导致你会有那么多的期望；谢我用心爱你，你也爱我，只是不知道该怎么继续下去了；

你不该贴标签，你会好好照顾好自己，我不用担心你；看了医生会通知我，我好好去读书，专心读书，有什么事你会通知我，也会学习尊重我，也请我给你机会，对你要有温柔的心，更多的爱心和耐心；你不想失去我，你知道你需要我。

一个礼拜的时间，让我们彼此成长。一个礼拜的时间，让我们被神陶造，成为彼此的祝福。加油！

2011年的假期，我们参与了由美佳堂和东甲堂举办的三天两夜短宣营，名为“2011活力奔放少年营”。
学习与得着：
积极，殷勤，勇敢。这是三大标题。积极的心，让人拥有无限的冲劲。殷勤是推动力，而勇敢是精神。更大的学习，是聆听。聆听其他人的看法，建议，让这个营会成为以后成功的遗产。其中还包括学习温柔，就是谦卑受教的心。
传了福音给正辉，他信了！感恩。
We praise your name above all names!

你知道“怒气”有多么的恐怖吗？它能使我们失去理智，失去思想能力，从而作出一些伤害我们身边的人的事，当然，怒气也伤害了爱我们的上帝。

最近爸爸和妈妈似乎闹得很不愉快。爸爸似乎都很忙，没什么时间和妈妈讲电话。妈妈觉得自己被忽略了，而因为这样，妈妈作出了一些伤害爸爸的事。妈妈开始不理会爸爸，因为妈妈很气爸爸他都不理我，会有这样的举动，完全是因为妈妈心中的怒气在作祟，它是妈妈作出了伤害爸爸的事，它使爸爸和妈妈的感情被伤害，它使爸爸和妈妈很痛苦，它使爱爸爸和妈妈的上帝难过。

我们不可小看我们心中的怒气，因为当我们在小看它时，我们已经慢慢的背着怒气给操控了。

爸爸，

对于所有的伤害，我实在感到抱歉。除了抱歉，我只能为你祷告，求助主自己安慰你那被我伤害的心灵，也求助帮助你，让你有更多的爱心，来包容我，接纳我。原谅我的无知与幼稚对你造成的的伤害，我知道事情已经造成了，我没有办法改变什么，但是真的是求助带领我们，让我们都能够一起在错误中学习，让我们都能够成为彼此跌倒时能扶持对方的另一半。

对我而言，原谅的定义是：当你能够完完全全的将一件事情放下，不再追究。这过程并不容易，它需要的不只是时间，而是很多很多的爱心，怜悯的心和很多的祷告，因为我们不能靠着自己去原谅一个人，我们乃是靠着上帝的爱，去包容，接受，并且原谅这个曾经伤害我们的人。这个过程是艰苦的，但是上帝它更要我们学习。

今天是安息日，是做礼拜的日子。坐在教会的椅子上，看着墙上的十字架，我问自己，真地解决了吗？似乎还没有。为何早上在电话里他的语气还是那么的生气与失望？为什么他竟然没有话要对我说，真的没有事了吗？这些问题一直缠绕着我，一直到看见了你寄来的信息，告诉我即使你原谅了我，你仍然没有办法不生气。霎那间，我真的不知道自己该怎么办，为什么？为什么你告诉我你原谅了我，但却还在生气？心中一直出现许许多多的问题，以致我没有办法好好的做礼拜，没有好好的，全心全意的来敬拜神。听着回应诗歌时，我的眼泪不自觉地流了出来，我的心中有许许多多对上帝的亏欠，今天是上帝里的安息日，我却带着心中许许多多的负担来到他的面前，以致这些负担让我不能亲近神。我不曾把这些负担较妥，试着用自己的方法去解决，我没有单单的仰望他，求告他，我是那么的自以为是，以致让心中的怒气控制了我的情绪，在这整件事情发生的过程里，我把上帝放在了哪里？

回想回去，这件事情让我们在多少地方得罪了上帝，伤害了上帝？两个人在一起，为的是要互相扶持，好让我们能彼此都在上帝的话语中站立，好让我们能一起用这份上帝给我们的爱，去为上帝做更大更多的事。我们呢？这件事让我发现，我似乎成为了你的绊脚石，我似乎好象魔鬼，让你跌倒了。当你告诉我，你实在没有办法不生我气时，我虽然难过，但是我知道我只能祷告。我一边为着我们祷告，一边流泪。我告诉神，我知道伤害它已经造成了，我们没有办法抹去这段不好的回忆，但是我求上帝让我们都能够一起在这个跌倒的地方站起来，让我们不再在同一个地方在跌倒，让我们不再在成为彼此的绊脚石，更重要的是，我求上帝，挪去你心中的气，因为我知道，当我们不愿意放手，紧紧抓着心中的这份不甘愿时，我们就会慢慢的背着个不甘愿控制，以致我们会做伤害我们身边的人，和上帝的事。

我们都在互相影响着彼此，无论是在言语上，或是任何事上，我们都在彼此影响着。我们或许都还不够承受能去承受这段感情，所以我们一次又一次跌倒，甚至成为了对方的绊脚石。但是因着我们的不成熟，上帝他要磨炼我们，他要我们更加晓得在他面前承认我们的不足，他要我们时时都信靠他，单单的仰望他。我相信上帝有他的作为在我们两个人的这段感情，我相信我们能为上帝做很多很多的事，只要我们愿意。每一次的跌倒，每一次的磨炼，都为要叫我们看见他丰盛的恩典与无比的大爱。

03-04-2011

0132` Remember to gai bei bei…good night

1328` Dear..hav you eaten?

Going to eat sushi with kang n William now. U? Eaten?

1417` Eat at where?ya..i took my lunch..porridge

    At jusco tebrau. I bought panda biscuit for u.. 🙂

1420` But I cant eat biscuit..:(..dear..i wan chocolate or sweet..cos my medicine very bitter..:(

    Aiyo. I bought edi..

1425` I wan!you asked kang bring it up!i wan I wan

    Ya, I told him edi..

1427` Thank you thank you.. 🙂

    Welcome:) nt planning to go church?

1430` No..i don feel like going out..i am sorry…

    Why say sorry to me?

1431` Cos sure you will feel disappointed to me..

    I didn’t. But god will

1433` I am sorry

    Isok. Don worry abot me. Later skype?

1435` Sure..but you not so early reach home rite?wat time they coming bac?

    The bus is 4pm.. I got submission tonight at 12 midnight..

1501` Start doing edi?

1518` Dear..i miss you..

1928` Dear

2218` I go out wit kang dear

 

04-04-2011

0209` sleep is more important than me now..:(

    1042` Dear, wake up?

    1554` Dear, no nid to fetch likuang anymore..

1554` Why?

    Dad said he will fetch him

1555` Such a nice dad

1924` I go take bath 1^st huh..

2016` Dear

    Ya?

2017` I miss you le

    I miss u too.. Dear, pray for me.

2021` Why?

    Coz I ve been slacking…

2023` Same here lo..you mus study hard hard lo..i wan to get marry de le

 

05-04-2011

0904` So sleepy..do until fall asleep

1048` I dono how to do le

    1132` Dear, jus woke up..

1203` Dear where u now?

1319` Dear..you ok?

    Ya.. why?

1320` You sound unhappy jus now

    No ah.. William reached?

1325` No..haven..i cant remember wat he told me jus now..was sleeping

    Call him bck?

1338` I don hav his number

    Ask kang?

1339` Never mind la..jus wait lo..hopefully tat he will call me

    Why don ask kang?

1344` Asking

    Dear.

1423` Yes?i am still waiting

 

06-04-2011

1937` I am sorry for being rude

    Can I call u?

1952` I am cooking sorry

Is okay:) be careful huh..

    2303` Dear, give me 10 mins. I go bath.

2304` 10 mins for?

    Pray..

2306` No need la..you go do ur work also

    Prayer is essential!

2308` I don feel like praying 😦

 

07-04-2011

    0052` Text me when abt to sleep pls. Sorry for being harsh.

1048` Qi chuang le ma?

1159` Qi chuang le?

    Ya.. Thx sweet heart:)

1200` Yao da pi gu liao!

    Haha!

1202` Yao da duo shao xia le?

    Ni yao da ji xia jiu j ixia ba…

1207` Can skype?

2052` Doing wat over there?

 

08-04-2011

0120` U forgot to say something before u hang up the call

    I love u:)

0121` 😦

0154` Cannot sleep ;(

0706` Now oni I wake up 😦

0713` Haven wake up huh?

0951` Dear…I was so nervous…my hand keep on shaking…still got stat paper to go..so nervous

    2347` Im going to sleep now. Can wake me up at 4? Going to do drawing during that hour coz the morning breeze is very comfortable. Thx. I really hate this phone keypad. Very difficult to aim. And I cant lie down to text. Else the screen will always turn its orientation. Sms me b4 sleep. Good night.

 

09-04-2011

0005` I am so tired…tired wit this relationship…I am sorry..sorry for telling this when u are busying wit ur project and final exam…I find so hard to communicate wit u…I know it is hard for u to talk much and I am not forcing u..jus wish to know more about u..everything about u over there…u let me feel so insecure over here…mayb I jus need some time to get use to it…with the day without ur msg and call..and u are moving to Singapore soon..i know we will get even lesser time to talk..well..since u don fell like talking..and I think I will jus accept it..accept the way u are..no need to force urself to talk to me or do something for me…I don need that…and don worry…I am not angry over here..jus to tell about my feeling..and I am sorry if my words hur u… I don mean so…I am tryly sorry for being so unreasonable..i know I should not did that… I will try my best not to do that again…

0007` By the way…u can change the setting so that the screne will not turn anymore when u lie down..good night and rest well

    Thx for being patience with me. I m totally agree with u. I shld put more effort to run this relationship. Sorry if letting u worry. I ope u can be more direct next time to tell me wat shld I do. Night.

    0530` Just fetched yy to guohan’s house. Initially unwilling to wake up but I know they re going kl not for own visiting but ministry then I get up though I feel super tired. Gonna go for basket ball later at 7am. Sleep now. Super tired…

    1041` Dear, I juz played bball and nw going for breakfast. U feeling better?

1118` Jus home from violin class..ya…feel better…thank you

    Eaten? Just eaten guotiaotang.

1121` Eating…

    🙂

    1244` Dear, u met them edi?

    1305` Dear?

1308` No… night time oni they free to meet

    Won take lunch?

1315` No

    Dad bought duck rice. I m so full nw. Going to nap awhile. Wat u doing over there?

1413` Going to bath then go to church…chia yi will come and fetch me around 330

    1705` Juz wake up. Thought u’d msg me when u go church..

    1743` Dear?

1757` Going for dinner wit them

    1809` Are you still unhappy towards me? I m sorry. I m trying to chg. But I deeply felt upset abt it. Can u stop behaving like that? It makes me really miserable.

1821` I didt angry…really

    1827` Ur previous msgss.. It only makes me dun wan to reply u do u know that? Is all soul-less. And I really dun like to reply to those msg. Is that consider helping me in chging my attitude in this rship in term of msg? I dunno abt you. But for me I m sick of it.. To me all the msg u sent is all jiaodai only, unwillingly or not? Why do I deserve this? Can u tell me? I m abit sick, headache plus sore throat. Not to ask u for sympathy, but to let u noe that I m sick here and hope for some concern. I m speechless.. U not even msg me when u go church. So is that consider a punishment? Sure I ll take it if it is. Just want u to know how hard time I’ve over here… Pls dun send those soul-less msg to me anymore. I dun deserve this…

1838` I didt mean that…really…u got go for doctor?

    1844` No. Heavy rain. Now then u care for me.. Revise all the previous msg, then u will notice none of them ask abt me. Should I call it one way care traffic? I m really sad. I just looked thru the inbox, and I dun believe all those msg were send by u:( why u nvr text me when u wake up? Or when u go church? Is that consider punishment?

1848` No no…I am sorry…I jus need some time to calm myself…to let myself accept wat u told me yesterday night…I am really sorry

    1851` Have u looked thru the msg u sent me today? All of them showed only information. And shld I deserve this kind of responses even though u need time? I need time also then.

1852` Sorry..really…can u forgive me?

1901` I can’t hear u…I need to pray..call u later

1915` Dear….sorry

    1932` I m heading bck home now. Wat time ur gathering start?

1936` Now…can u forgive me?

    Can. But I want u to write this down in our blog.

2017` Ok…I will write..i am truly sorry

    Is okay… Be attentive bah..

2041` Dear…I miss u

    Such a long time since u last say this to me^^ I miss you so much too:)

2049` I am sorry…I hurt u so so much…I am really sorry…dear…I love u

2116` Dear..

    2121` Finished gathering?

2123` No…haven

    B attentive first. Guai..

2316` Dear…u ok?sound so down..i am worry

    Nose block..

2329` Didt go for doctor?

    No. No car juz nw..

2344` Still angry there?

    No la. I m not that petty like u.. Still outside? Wat time will u call me? I m still doing work.

 

10-04-2011

0004` They wan yam cha..dono will until wat time…can u wait for me?but u are sick wor…can u rest earlier?

    I also like to slp earlier.. But u haven’t home yet..

0009` U go sleep first?i text u when I am home

    But thought u would like to say sth to me?

0016` Yes…but I wan u to rest

    Still doing work. If can ask them esp guohan n yy to get rest asap coz they wake up at 4 sth ytd n tmr got service n I bet they re exhausted nw..

0020` Going back soon I think..kiraing now…guo han keep on said he very jing shen..keep on telling joke

    Text me when u all move then.. I going to clinic now..

0030` Really?u meke me waorry le…on my way bac now..dear..u ok ma?

    Hope nth wrong.. U lost ur digi sim isit.?

0034` Yes…will go and get a new one after my exam

    U nvr tell me? I read ur fb then found out…

0206` Y u didt say u love me?u no longer love me huh?;( I am really sorry

0821` There?

    0842` Hav u written anything on blog? If u felt bad I thought u shld write it ytd once u reach home…

    0849` I will remain my anger and upsetness until I see the blog or u call me to say wat u want to say. I m sorry that I thought I can forgive u easily but I cant coz I’ve been hurt quite a lot with the way my gf treated me… I felt no sense of dignity and being ur bf…

0910` Therefore,if you are offering your gift at the alter and there remember that your brother has something against you,leave your gift there in front of the altar.First go and be reconciled to your brother,then come and offer your gift…I prayed for u when u told me that u still angry wit me…I hope that u can pray for urself too as u need to serve god as a pianist later

0916` I am really sorry for it…but I hope that u can understand that yesterday yuyan was wit me…I don feel like doing my things and left her alone there…that is y I haven write it yet…u can still hav ur anger..and I really sorry but I am really duno wat should I do…I prayed to god..i really don understand why all this will happened..is it bcos I am too unreasonable..or I am still not mature enough??i feel miserable over here too while u suffering over there…pls know that I am suffering it too…should both of us jus giv ourself some time to think…pray and calm ourself down?

    1007` Wat happened has happened, and I believe both of us got hurt. Wat I ll do is to let yy know tt we are hving quarrel and need time to solve. This can also teach her to know tt rship shi xu yao jing ying de. I m not going to let u this time coz I need u to understand this, I m trying really hard to chg the way I run rship yet u r being nt supportive at all.. So should I m the one tt feel sorry regarding at the truth tt I m trying my best to chg here but was given unsupportive responses, or wat? The way u treated me is not consider a way to treat friend but one tt u dislike and condemned.. It makes me so hurt towards the fact tt I m ur bf. I ve tried, but I m nt trying hard enuf? Then my dear, shld u give me more chance n more time to chg?

1018` I edi feel bad and know that I am wrong…I am not mature..so unreasonable…but I jus dono why…I will behave like this after I been together with u…is it bcos I care u really much?i am truly sorry for wat I hav done…hurt u..treated u in such immature way…I edi dono wat to do over here if u still hav anger over there…why don u tell me..teach me wat should I do?i tot it should be settle b4 both of us come for service this morning..but yet u still haven forgive me and don wan to let this thing go…and we are repeating the problem jus like yesterday…bu fang xia xin zhong de nu qi… yi zhi wo men dou shang hai wo men zui ai de ren he ai wo men de zhu

    1033` I ll let it go.. Thx for reminding me tt god always in control.. Service is about to start. I hope u would text me when u reach home..

1049` 全心境拜神，我觉得很内疚，因着我们的事，我不能全心全意来到神的面前，我真的很抱歉。原谅的定义是当你愿意放下，不再提起，完全放下！我能接受你不原谅我，但我却不能接受当你说你原谅我时心中仍然有怒气。我错了，因为我含怒到日落，我让心中的怒气控制我的情绪，而且伤害了我爱的人。若你真的放不下，我为你祷告，给你时间去释怀，但请你告诉我你原谅我时能真的完全放下。

1052` 当一无挂虑的来到神面前敬拜他。我等下要去东甲开会，我在想我还配的妈？带着心中的负担去事奉

    1123` I m alright now. Sorry for not forgiving u. I shldn’t put my focus on wat u ve done to me, but the fact u willing to chg. I believe God want me to learn to b forgiving and b patient. I believe u react in that way is bcoz ni tai zai yi me. I shld b thankful tt I got such a loving gf tt care for me so much. Thanks for being patience n endurance with me. I m feeling giddy and shacky..
The meds is too strong.

1136` I am now on my way to tangkak

    Okay.. Whos driving?

1137` Got two car…I am sitting car..cos my backbone pain…they sit van

    Whos driving?

1139` One of the teacher call teck wei

    Remind him to drive carefully huh. I dun wish to lost u:) u r forgiven bcoz I believe god has forgiven u as u prayed. Hope ur emotion are doing fine there. Hav u took lunch?

1147` Took bread cos everyone quite rush…u dismiss?i cried jus now when I pray..cos I feel bad that I cant quan xin jing bai zhu…and kang and guo han pray for me after I shared wit them

    Sorry tt I shldn affect u.. I hope u r okay as I hav forgiven u coz god has forgiven u. Thx for the lesson. I m willing to surrender myself n forgive u.. I meant it:) I won’t dwell on this matter anymore. I promis. 🙂 I love u.

    1326` I m quite frustrated now coz all the zhang zhi is unwilling to take responsibilities in holding any ertonghui or prayer meeting n they dun have the awareness in putting their ownselves to serve. Where u now? Why never msg me? Still feeling down there? Can call u?

    1331` I bet u r busy over there. Watever u r doing, rmb to take lunch. Hows ur back? Still pain?

1333` I am sorry,..jus wake up…sleep in the car jus now..still fine over there?taken lunch?

    Ya took a lil rice. Reached? Fingers keep on vibrating. Meds too strong. Giddy. U can talk?

1341` I call u later can?i am sorry…I know u need me..but the meeting start soon..sorry..u go sleep awhile can?

    Be attentive bah. I ll nap awhile then:)

1346` I wake u up later

1453` Dear…I miss u

    I miss u too. Dismiss?

1456` Haven…but done my part le…waiting for other..tot u wan to take nap?my aunty come…stomach very pain…u got drink more more water ma?

    Ya. Still at church. Need to monitor the program today. Guohan not here mah, n today host is zhien I m quite worry. He is making a lot of mistake. I got nap awhile. Dun worry. Zhaoxian asked me to join him for movie later, think I will join them coz he brought his deaf mute fren to watch tgt. How to make u relief if u feel unwell bcoz of ur aunt..

1505` Oh…but u are sick ler…I dono also…can’t do anything

    I pray for u huh 🙂

1520` Dismiss here. U? Sick that’s why I dun feel like doing work.

1524` Ok lo…but be careful huh..no..haven

    Why must be careful for?

1527` Cos u are sick ma…and I am worry

    Then I dun go bah. 🙂

1540` Go la..jus go..but be careful

1544` Dear…jus go if u wan..but be careful

    No I dun wan to go. Dun wan u to worry for me..

1606` If u promis u can take a good care of urself then I won worry

    Ya I will. But I wont go out today. Stay healthy at home:) dismissed?

1609` No…my turn to say something,, text u later..dear..thank u

    Welcome my sweets:) muacks

1704` Heehee..i miss ur kiss my dear…

    1940` Dear I m going out for dinner with family. Ur spinal still okay?

1942` Quite pain…

    How ar?

1943` Dono also..never mind la…cannot do anything also

    But I m worried n heart pain..

1944` Don worry la…I will be fine…u mus drink more more water huh

    Ya keep on drinking.. Got jam?

1946` Haven reach seremban yet..but quite a lot of car

Tired?

1948` A bit…no need to drive so not tat tired…they wan to straight away go bac to church first ;(

    Y?

1949` Dono…no choice lo

    Request?

1953` Don wan la…jus follow lo..dear u tired?

    Ya. The meds make me pretty tired.

1954` Sleep early later can?

    Can. 🙂

    2006` Juz finished my dinner.. Eat bakut the.. Sleeping?

2012` Ya.,..jus wake up cos need to go reload my touch and go…wake up by them…seremabn now

    Can skype later if u have time?

2015` Sure..but dono wat time will reach home…cos jam

    If too late then nvr mind.

2017` U go sleep first?

    But not now.. Kuang I cutting his hair n I havnt bath yet..

2139` I am home…but I wan to take bath first…

2217` U not there:(